tuckova

How
do you handle your child's holiday giving? Because I am lost. I think
that up until about (some age) you tell the kid the list of people to
whom they should give gifts (which is sort of sadly correlated with
"people from whom they can expect gifts" but here we are), and you
discuss those people's interest, hobbies, etc., and then you take the
kid shopping. Or, even better, you make the kid create something for
each person. But this year I left Squire to his own devices and he did
nothing for anybody. Whoops.

I think it makes more sense in terms of the "spirit of giving" for
him to MAKE something, something personal. For the last couple years I
had Squire make the Christmas cards with his own sweet hands, and that
was his contribution to the gifties. But this year he didn't want to
make the cards himself, and I didn't want to stand over him screaming.
He also didn't want to just pick out gifts for me to buy and ship, nor
did he want to take credit even when he helped me pick, which I
appreciate in a way although it left him sort of stranded. I suggested
alternatives (draw a picture? write a letter?) but I feel like, dammit,
it's not MY GIFT. In retrospect I think I cut him loose too soon, but I
really don't know.

Understand that I am not talking about epic gift giving. I give
Christmas gifts to family only, for… well, complicated reasons. Of
course also there's the "husband who doesn't do Christmas" element to
consider. The man just doesn't. And what I "just doesn't" is pretend to
buy individual presents from other people. And why should I nudge a kid
when there's an adult in the house modeling the very behavior I'm
saying isn't okay? And why isn't it okay? (I know why I think it isn't,
and it's to do with "fairness" but really: if some people don't
celebrate a holiday, why do they have to give gifts to the people that
do celebrate that holiday, right?)…

So I dunno. All gifts this year that went outside our trio came
from me, and I signed them as being from the three of us. And now
Squire is in minor anguish because he didn't really send anything, and
he SHOULD be in anguish, in my opinion, because people sent him things.
I like to hope that this anguish will translate into him moving off his
butt next year and doing something for the people who do things for
him, but… am I supposed to be driving, still? Did I take my hands off
the wheel too soon?

Your thoughts?