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take this longing

This is the language they speak in the open spaces between them, the spaces formed by their outstretched arms, the language of emptiness and wishes, the things they want, the same things spoken into the same vast vacancy every time, because the wants are never satisfied. I want to see you, touch you, dance with you, variations on the theme, over and over, the Greek chorus of longing veering dangerously close to lamentation.

And the language they speak when they face away from that aching void? They are casual, code names, dismissive humor. I mean seriously, she says, I'm more picky who I watch movies with, and it is true, and the knowledge that what she says now is truer than what she says into her own empty arms helps her feel less hollow, filled with the stone she has rolled in front of her heart. 

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